Monday, July 25, 2011
Blossoming Jasmine Journal- Entry 2
I am writing a book. I came home with so many ideas and the drive to actually write a book. There is not many books out there that encompass the spiritual path of the mother in pagan faiths. This has always made my head scratch, as the mother goddess idea is used in MANY pagan and earth based paths. I have an outline and I am working on this slowly. Maybe I will get a bunch of ideas written down and more of it done once I get my desk cleaned off. I am not pushing myself on a time line or anything, I am writing it when ideas come to me and when I get the chance to do good quality writing.
I need to limit my time on pagan message boards and discussion groups. Yes it is wonderful to be able to chat with others and debate concepts. However, so many people of different paths have so many ideas that it really is just a circle of unending drama lamas competing for being the Guru of all knowledge. Its like watching a video game where everyone battles for the ultimate rank of Paganus Supremo. And then there are the cynics. If you can not prove an idea with scientific evidence or historical fact, then it is crap to them. Yes I believe in the passing of real knowledge and deep inner wisdom. To me that should be a goal for all people of faith (and I know many people disagree with that, but I choose to not believe that). But really you need to just have some faith, and let go and know that one day people will get to the part of the journey of the path they are on where really none of it matters. In the end my energy is best spent writing here and working on my book and my path and most importantly, my family.
I have been doing good about focusing more on my health. I have cut caffeine out of my diet for the most part, I am down to less than 3 cigarettes per day, and I have been cooking healthy low fat meals and eating a salad every day. I also have been drinking more milk and I have been eating breakfast. Now I just need to add in an exercise regimen, which I have been reading a few books about and just keeping more active with my family. We have been outside every weekend for several hours each time, we have gone camping, despite the last camping trip being the worst one I have ever been on. And I have been including myself in activities that enrich my mind. I have cut out my texting habit almost completely with the exception of keeping in touch with a few friends.
I also want to mention that my Jasmine plant that I have been caring for, for nearly 3 years, had the biggest bloom its ever had, from the solstice until about a week ago. It was heaven to go outside and be able to smell it and feel the connection I share with it. I can't wait to see it again. I need a better camera so that I can share pics with you in the future. Blessings to you all ~ Jasmine.